Fucked up!

WHY WHY WHY?

why all things come together once?

problem never settle yet then come another problem!

What a worst November?

What a fucking bad recorded?

why my life become so meaningless and pointless?

I fucked up and K.O this time!

Lovely Lancy Girl

前两天回霹雳家觉得少了一些东西，

少了一只特别的黑白狗影，

熟悉的名字再也永远不会从我们的口里叫出来。

看着它的照片我的眼泪不禁又留了，

但一切只能用回忆来纪念着。

人家都说狗是人类的好朋友，

但你是我们家的一份子，

比起朋友的感情来得深厚。

几年的时间，

你就这样走了。

遗憾地是我不能回家，

临走的那一刻，

你的痛苦，

家人都叫你安心的离开，

但你似乎都不舍得，

或许你再等我回来！

虽然只是一只狗，

但你曾经却在我的生活里陪我度过，

让我留下许多难忘的时光。

虽然你不会说话，

但你永远都知道我们再说什么,

你都会明白，

还很聪明听话！

记得你最爱吃饼干和面包，

每次要把你绑起来顾家时，

叫你的名时你都会乖乖坐下让我们绑。

每当乖乖听完话后都会要我们给你饼干吃，

不然你就会吠个不停！

谢谢你帮我们顾了这么久的家，

陪着妈妈到农场做工保护她。

生了很多可爱的狗宝宝，

Dog is God...

God has you in his keeping,

we have you in our heart.

you are missed and loved,

you are gone but not forgotten!

REST IN PEACE lovely Doggy~

Silentness

Readers sorry for being long time I'm not here to update my blog!

I've been lazy and out of mood without any reason.

Lovely buddies forgive me that I change my emotional like the weather!

Something happen came too suddenly,

Like friend's father pass away,twice a week! (sorry to heard that)

Sister getting marry soon! (congratulation)

and me...like a dreamer...and I know I'm not the only one!

anything happen for a reason,

and is just like a DREAM!

But in fact,IT'S ALL REAL!

Friendship like getting some problems recently!

Hurting my sweetie pie deeply I think!

Sorry if I did!

I hate people who break their promise,

especially you are the friend who close with me.

I knew its not being the first time that you break the promise,

and you did the mistake again and again!

that's the reason why I so fucking care and angry!

When I need somebody,

Nobody was beside me!

Honestly, disappointed of all of this and I hate it!

The feeling totally suck and made me start to think negatively.

When I was alone,

I'll think as many that I can like a crazier!

but the fucking mood is like easy come and go,

in the end...

I'm still a stronger and falling with style! :D

Friends,I'll afraid to losing the relationship between us!

cause our time is not same like before in college,

I'm getting less and less time to spending with you all,

I'll care and hurt too!

On the outside I looked fine,

but on the inside I am not.

I never show my sadness so I kept silence,

it never means I don't care about it,

cause for me the only deepest feelings are shown in silence!

and when I get sad,

I stop being sad and be AWESOME instead.

that's the reason why I always mention I'm nothing,I'm alright,I'm Ok....

please let me fall awhile,

and I promise myself I'll stand up very fast!

I dint blame of anyone and I just blaming myself,

so can you guys don't simply judge me if you don't understand me!

because you don't have the right to,

you don't even know what I've been through,

you don't know what I've felt or what I feel right now.

Even I cried I wont show out and it will be silent too!

that's the reason I never tears drop before in front of you all.

Its pass.

Letting Go just Move On!

I cherish all of my friends who are around me,

hope I din't get forget!

Think happy be happy :)