Reality

Start from last year December,

I've been work hard and used my time to fight for money in my future,

till now,January 2011 I'm still keep work hard,

because I know that I used to be independent and tough,

I cannot easy give up and make people look me down!

cause I understand that I did many mistake before,

I must learn from mistake and do not waste every minute in my life.

I'm facing some problems.

for example like transport,back to college,financial problem etc..

make me headache find way to settle.

and now, some problems settle not longer something occur again!

what the fuck!

hate that some of my relative being narrow-minded,

they never think before they talk,

never stand to our side and think of us,

never appreciated what my parents help them before,

never feel thankful and cherish everything!

but thanks god I saw the reality,

make me understand that the relation is all pretending,

please don't talk bullshit behind me,

I'm not a longer kid any more!

anything can face to me,

and don't say that I'm not respect that you are my seniority,

I won't give a shit and won't be afraid to speak my mind!

totally disappointed with their action,

what for?

that not your business,

why want to be busy body?

is that any benefits you can get?

may be you are too free,

may be your mouth itch,

never talk for so long,

so the way you talk is so "smelly" out from your mouth

or may be you like to PO LAN/BAI!

speechless...

pray more to god don't let me know and hear got such thing again,

cause I got no patient to listen and watch this drama show!

FACE TO REALITY!

　

Sayonara Snail!

snail is leaving us again,

go back to his little shell,

and start his college's life.

wish him all the best,

and good luck in everything.

hate the feeling when my friend is leaving,

especially someone close to me,

is kinda sad,

that's life..

happy moment always past fast!

wait for Chinese New Year,

will see you when you see me again.

take care

&

we miss you!

:')

Remind me always!

I always tell myself that:

Life goes on,

time never wait you no matter what happen.

so all we need to do is just move on,

move on doesn't mean you'll forget all the memories,

you'll still remember,

but it doesn't affect you anymore.

may be sometimes you just need to take it easy,

then everything will be fine!

thing that past,must let it go and time to grow!

There are thing we don't want to happen but have to accept,

thing that we don't want to know but have to learn.

expect the best,

be prepare for the worst,

do your own thing,

and always believe that Happy Go Lucky

:)

for someone special!

this guy is a very special friend in my life!

even thought we got some language problem,

making us hard to communicated,

but I try my best talk to him every time.

and now I go away from him,

the reason is because I don't wish to hurt him anymore!

I rather lost a friend then keep hurting him,

before the feeling become strong,

we need to make thing clear!

I felt guilty to make him sad,

and rejected him 3 times.

the feeling is worst,

is better that I said out the true then I cheat on you,

I don't want you misunderstand,

so I be honest to you,

is all because I care of your feeling,

don't wish to hurt u again and again!

sorry and thank you for everything!

take care snail!

Plan for 2011!

is 5th of the new year 2011..

firstly I want to wish everyone:

Happy belated New Year!

&

Happy belated Christmas!

forgive me that I was kinda lazy to update my blog.

is a brand new year,

time to change something and update myself!

talk about the plan!

someone asked me before what's my plan for 2011,

my brain was empty that time

such useless for no plan at all.

but recently I think of it,

try to show the plan out and I get it!

last year I did many short cut in everything,

but I give myself a chance and get a new start!

no regret just a lessons to learned...

1 months later I need to report back to college on 14 February,

is fuck me up...

mostly I will stop and take another course!

PLAN of the year 2011!

no.1: I must learn how to swim (FAIL)

no.2: improve my English (Improving)

no.3: not to talk much dirty language (Improving)

no.4: stop smoking,sleep early (FAIL)

no.5: $ spend less save more,think before use (Improving)

no.6: earn money for my air line course (OUT)

no.7: maintain my single life,love myself more (SUCCEED)

no.8: on diet/keep fit (Improving)

no.9: get a car if can (FAIL)

no.10: get a new phone (WAITING FOR iPHONE 5)

no.11: no more vampire life (FAIL)

no.12: be strong and more independent (SUCCEED)

so far I just plan a little bit!

but at least I got plan and fight for something!

GOD bless me,

and wish me luck!