八月

好久好久都没上来了，

你们好吗？

大家也好像渐渐远离我的部落格了因为我一直都没更新。

七月，整个月份都很忙，赶Assignments,presentations和tests。

剩的时间都在跑警局，因为发生了某些事所以都没空上来，

对不起啦大家。

八月，希望这个月会好一点，但偏偏还是不能。

倒数考试还有九天，半工读的生活还持续，何时我才不用那么累？

九月，我想去旅行散散心，大吃大喝走透透。

我的生活真的过得好累好压力，真的不像再这样下去。

p/s:提醒自己每一天都要笑。

家

开始想念家了，

狗狗你们还好吗？

我想念你们了。

有个地方，

我很荣幸也很骄傲的让你们看看。

这一路来我成长的地方。

周围环境四面八方都是树林，

夜晚黑漆漆，

一条石头路，

没路灯，

一辆车的行道，

只有虫鸣声。

但感觉一点也不害怕，

因为这是我最熟悉的一条路-回家的路。

生活离不开大自然，

小时候像个泰山。

坦白告诉大家，

从我很小的时候我爸是个鸡农，

现在依然还是。

想起童年和现在，

我只想说：

我想回家 :'(

New Hairstyle

Hi readers, here to bring some surprise for you all...

Nowadays my hair become shorter and shorter!!!

beginning was a light brown long straight hair,

I kept it for 2 years ago.

after few times colour,

my hair become very dry so I cut until the shoulder length,

and after that went for hair competition,

the hairstylist help me cut down a little bit with perm and colour.

and my hair finally GONE and look like a dry grasses!

is hard to take care of it and i decided to cut it.

and lastly...

this is my latest new hair style,

and yet I got no hair to cut anymore.

how do you feel?

many peoples will asked me why?

or would you feel regret not?

my answer was:

No,I feel good with my hair now :)

is suit my personality.

and because I got no choice,

unhealthy hair keep it also useless.

so lets move on.

Regarding to my job,

I think I need to buy a wig to cover my short hair,

if not I sure become unemployed and jobless for a long period time.

wish me luck readers,

night...

我像个孤儿

好久都没上来了，生活变得繁忙，充实。

是否你们还在关注我的部落格？

发泄心情只好在这里。

讨厌孤单寂寞一个人，但事实偏偏就是一个人。

有家但不想回家的我，搞不懂家人的想法。

只会说我自私，找麻烦。

请在说我之前想想自己，搞不懂他们对我的想法。

见他们的脸一个月不超过五次，

无可否认，我跟家人的感情不是你们想象中那么好而已。

中五毕业后一个人出来住，因为交通问题有家不住搬出来租屋子，至今也两年了。

家人来探望过的指数少之又少，印象中两年里只有三次吧。

住在这里的学院生，每星期回家，我呢？每星期一个人面睹四墙。

很奇怪为何我不回家对吧，原因很简单，交通问题，免得麻烦多多。

叫家人载要选对时间，要看他们的心情，不然又被讲什么事情都要迁就我。

所以往往都托朋友的福，欠朋友的人情永远也别想还完。

每次对自己说要独立，坚强起来。

所以唯有选了半工读，

拼命努力做工赚钱，

恨不得把书读完毕业离开这里。

看似我的生活过得很好，多姿多彩。

我只想说我的生活不是精彩而是实在。

总觉得我像个孤儿，只有一班爱我的朋友,

每当和他们一起的时候这个念头就消失了。

虽然朋友到某个时候要说再见，但心目中依然存在。

给我的朋友们：

谢谢你们如此关心支持鼓励，

要不是你们时常不埋怨的伸手帮忙，

不然我的生活会很难过。

感激，感恩。

谢谢，我爱你们！ :')

Result for the PLAN 2011!

Result for the PLAN in the year 2011!

no.1: I must learn how to swim (FAIL)

no.2: improve my English (Improving)

no.3: not to talk much dirty language (Improving)

no.4: stop smoking,sleep early (FAIL)

no.5: $ spend less save more,think before use (Improving)

no.6: earn money for my air line course (OUT)

no.7: maintain my single life,love myself more (SUCCEED)

no.8: on diet/keep fit (Improving)

no.9: get a car if can (FAIL)

no.10: get a new phone (Waiting)

no.11: no more vampire life (FAIL)

no.12: be strong and more independent (SUCCEED)

Add on:

1. must clear all my resit paper (In processing)
2. study hard/smart (Improving)
3. work hard (Do my best)

All the BEST to myself

♥

Goodbye Long Hair!

Taaadaaa...

Yesterday woke up at 6pm,

never have some preparations and consideration,

took a bathed,

straight away went to the saloon for hair cut.

how brave I am!

oops..

maintain long hair since I was secondary school,

take 2 years time to wait my hair length till my chest.

and now...

because of my laziness,

I decided to cut it off.

Is time to change some new hair style,

and had some fresh new looked.

here the photos for before and after!

I think few months later,

I will try to cut more short.

STAY TUNED!

丁噹 - 一半

喝酒的半　一起看電影的半
早午晚餐的那個半
朋友不能留得太晚　明天要上班

唱K的半　一起去旅行的半
聽懂我的笑話的半
我的生活　只差那個人就　美滿

快樂想與人分享　快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯　心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單　這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬

沒人分享　幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填滿
節日卻　提醒我　孤單

沒有想法　有想法又能怎樣
只能寫部落格整晚
幾個流言安慰不了　心裡的遺憾

沒有負擔　原來也是種負擔
自由多得讓人心慌
你羡慕我　那要不要跟我　交換

快樂想與人分享　快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯　心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單　這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬

沒人分享　幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子都填滿
別來提醒　我多孤單

忙

时间过得很快，

踏入新的一年到三月为止，

我的生活都过得很充实，

好像都没浪费每一分每一秒。

24小时对我来说都不足够，

虽然很累，但我想这一切都是值得的！

早上上课，晚上做工！

每天睡眠不足，考试临时抱佛脚。

用两年的时间来拼一张纸，

三五六来赚我的生活费，

我知道以我的能力我只能二选一。

做工和读书压力这样的生活，

都是我自己拿来的。

浪费了一年，给这个付那个，

赚来的钱不翼而飞。

才发现原来我什么都没有！

Reality

Start from last year December,

I've been work hard and used my time to fight for money in my future,

till now,January 2011 I'm still keep work hard,

because I know that I used to be independent and tough,

I cannot easy give up and make people look me down!

cause I understand that I did many mistake before,

I must learn from mistake and do not waste every minute in my life.

I'm facing some problems.

for example like transport,back to college,financial problem etc..

make me headache find way to settle.

and now, some problems settle not longer something occur again!

what the fuck!

hate that some of my relative being narrow-minded,

they never think before they talk,

never stand to our side and think of us,

never appreciated what my parents help them before,

never feel thankful and cherish everything!

but thanks god I saw the reality,

make me understand that the relation is all pretending,

please don't talk bullshit behind me,

I'm not a longer kid any more!

anything can face to me,

and don't say that I'm not respect that you are my seniority,

I won't give a shit and won't be afraid to speak my mind!

totally disappointed with their action,

what for?

that not your business,

why want to be busy body?

is that any benefits you can get?

may be you are too free,

may be your mouth itch,

never talk for so long,

so the way you talk is so "smelly" out from your mouth

or may be you like to PO LAN/BAI!

speechless...

pray more to god don't let me know and hear got such thing again,

cause I got no patient to listen and watch this drama show!

FACE TO REALITY!

　

Sayonara Snail!

snail is leaving us again,

go back to his little shell,

and start his college's life.

wish him all the best,

and good luck in everything.

hate the feeling when my friend is leaving,

especially someone close to me,

is kinda sad,

that's life..

happy moment always past fast!

wait for Chinese New Year,

will see you when you see me again.

take care

&

we miss you!

:')

Remind me always!

I always tell myself that:

Life goes on,

time never wait you no matter what happen.

so all we need to do is just move on,

move on doesn't mean you'll forget all the memories,

you'll still remember,

but it doesn't affect you anymore.

may be sometimes you just need to take it easy,

then everything will be fine!

thing that past,must let it go and time to grow!

There are thing we don't want to happen but have to accept,

thing that we don't want to know but have to learn.

expect the best,

be prepare for the worst,

do your own thing,

and always believe that Happy Go Lucky

:)

for someone special!

this guy is a very special friend in my life!

even thought we got some language problem,

making us hard to communicated,

but I try my best talk to him every time.

and now I go away from him,

the reason is because I don't wish to hurt him anymore!

I rather lost a friend then keep hurting him,

before the feeling become strong,

we need to make thing clear!

I felt guilty to make him sad,

and rejected him 3 times.

the feeling is worst,

is better that I said out the true then I cheat on you,

I don't want you misunderstand,

so I be honest to you,

is all because I care of your feeling,

don't wish to hurt u again and again!

sorry and thank you for everything!

take care snail!

Plan for 2011!

is 5th of the new year 2011..

firstly I want to wish everyone:

Happy belated New Year!

&

Happy belated Christmas!

forgive me that I was kinda lazy to update my blog.

is a brand new year,

time to change something and update myself!

talk about the plan!

someone asked me before what's my plan for 2011,

my brain was empty that time

such useless for no plan at all.

but recently I think of it,

try to show the plan out and I get it!

last year I did many short cut in everything,

but I give myself a chance and get a new start!

no regret just a lessons to learned...

1 months later I need to report back to college on 14 February,

is fuck me up...

mostly I will stop and take another course!

PLAN of the year 2011!

no.1: I must learn how to swim (FAIL)

no.2: improve my English (Improving)

no.3: not to talk much dirty language (Improving)

no.4: stop smoking,sleep early (FAIL)

no.5: $ spend less save more,think before use (Improving)

no.6: earn money for my air line course (OUT)

no.7: maintain my single life,love myself more (SUCCEED)

no.8: on diet/keep fit (Improving)

no.9: get a car if can (FAIL)

no.10: get a new phone (WAITING FOR iPHONE 5)

no.11: no more vampire life (FAIL)

no.12: be strong and more independent (SUCCEED)

so far I just plan a little bit!

but at least I got plan and fight for something!

GOD bless me,

and wish me luck!